::fickle:: / Thursday, August 24, 2006
i am fickle. yupp. sigh, the friends just change so quickly over a day. but i dono whether i'm still blinded by who ARE friends and who are not. some just act so nicely someday and the other day they ignore you as if you're invisible or what. and why's that so? because, hahaha, they've been accepted into the popular troupe/clan. whatever. and what do they consider you as? social outcast. ohh, maybe not so serious, but not a friend anymore, at least. so that's what life is. you get blinded so you don't know who your friends really are. who are those who would stand by you when you are in need. to lend you a shoulder to cry and laugh upon. who are those very few? some people are selfish, for the good of oneself, they take advantage of their "friends" to help them in their schoolwork or to gain popularity blah blah blah. those are people who are not worth being friends with? what for, in the end, you just get dumped?
friends. what a big word. you know what, to say the truth. to be honest. you think i have alot of friends, eh? like they hand around me or something...(umm, i'm not popular). or do you think i'm like super well-liked and i have absolutely no flaws. *pukes*. uh huh, so wrong. wrong! i do not have true friends, what do i consider true friends? those who are put under platinum...no, don't refer to your autograph book or whatever. cos, at that time, i might be blinded. i maybe still am, but i'm having laser so maybe i can see better. haha. clear my cataracts...
did you know that i'm being backstabbed? well, in a way yes. that shows that i am still FLAWED. i always had been. people do not
wan quan like me, okay? i can think some adjectives they describe me.....i mean, i've got my resources. so don't ask me how i know:
- fake
- three-timer.
- b*tch
- act smart.
- over-competitive.
- TOO high expectations. this i don't mind.
- act seh..
and so on. you see what i mean? some people are flawless okay? i mean only for minor flaws that are changeable. i know some. but i won't name them..busybody. hmph.
i'll be adding more people to my list of REAL friends. just think about who really are your friends, and who are not. those who are popular are those who are surrounded by true, TRUE friends.
signing off.
english prelims: over. composition was easy. got a few questions wrong in main paper. overall ok.
math: fine. i had to do 6 skipped questions in half an hour and i did! woot. yay me. *claps*
chinese: i have DOZENs of questions wrong. don't speak about it.
science: was not as hard as expected. got a few questions wrong i think.
hcl: not over. shouldn't be too hard..have to work on compo.
ss: ditto. but have to revise....it would be difficult i presume. hmm.
/ihopped at
2:39 AM
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